This Night Trip is Reminds Me on You 

Perjalanan malam ini membuatku ingat akan janji papa dulu, ngajarin aku nyetir luar kota, nyetir nanjak di pegunungan, nyetir jauh sendirian..

Dulu, temen aku beberapa kali ngajakin aku ke trawas dalam selang waktu yang singkat.. Dia pamer, dulu dia diajarin papanya nyetir disitu.. Tikungan arah pacet yang jalannya nggak banget.. Nanjaknya parah, jalannya ga enak, bahkan dulu dia ngeri dilepas disuru nyetir disitu.. Sekarang nyetirnya dia udah jago, bahkan jadi jagoan kebut-kebutan... 

Trus aku cerita papa, papa langsung bilang,,"ayo sini kuajarin nanti.. Masa papanya dia ajh yg bisa ngajarin".. Sambil ketawa gitu ngomongnya... Ngrasa gamau anaknya dikalahin.. Hehehee

Tapi ternyata semua itu tidak terealisasi... Aku sibuk sendiri akhirnya.. Cari kerja, maen sama temen-temen, banyak lah pokoknya.. Trus akhirnya aq keterima kerja dan harus pergi jauh dari Surabaya..

Ga lama papa sakit.. Aku juga ga pernah pulang.. Tiap mau pulang ga dibolehin.. Pas pulang kondisi papa makin kritis.. Aku coba kasi semangat papa,, hibur papa.. Trus aq ngingetin papa, aku bilang..
"Ayo pa, makan yg banyak.. Diminum obatnya.. Biar sembuh.. Katanya mau ngajarin aq nyetir di trawas?? Aq blom diajarin nyetir nanjak-nanjak loo.. Papa kan janji mau ngajarin nyetir disana.."
Trus papa langsung jawab,, "iya nanti tak ajarin, jangan kuatir.."

Begitu pulang lagi, makin kritislah kondisinya, Dan akhirnya papa ninggalin aq disini sama semua kenangan yang tersisa... Dan janjinya papa ga pernah terealisasi buat aku..
Tapi gapapa pa, meskipun ga diajarin papa, one day aku bakal kesana, mbuktiin kalo aq bisa nyetir disana meskipun sulit.. Ntar aku minta ajarin mbak onna ato mas trie pa.. So be cool Daddy,. I'll take it in my own way.. Your little daughter is tougher than you ever think.. Love you Dad... 

Hate it but 

Believe it or not,

I hate being here, 
Because there's a friend which is so annoying.. Another one is care too much.. The others are so selfish... 

But I love being here, 
Because I found some friends which are loving me a lot.. Care enough with me.. And always there when I need them...


Believe it or not,

I hate being here, 
Because my family is so far away from here.. Because my mom is alone there.. And I left my bestfriend while our relationship was not good... 

But I love being here, 
Because my Jojo is always take a good care of me when I'm asleep.. Chiyoo Bebbo and Miyoo are always fulfill my days.. And my little green book is always be there when I need it... 


Believe it or not,

I hate being here, 
Because there's a woman who always complaining my style.. There's some people who talk behind me.. And some other are always annoy my relationship with the boys here... 

But I love being here, 
Because I have some friends with them I can having some fun.. I have a guy who always there to drop and pick me up.. And another one is always care about me even he used to keep his cares in silent.. He just show it in what he do.. I adore him... 


So... Even I hate being here, I think I love it more... Enjoy being here, and won't go anywhere again...
I like Pati, bumi Mina tani... I love being here, silent city... 

First weekend part 2

Sunday, 091011..
Early wake up in the morning.. Have a chicken porridge for my breakfast, delivery service from my workmate.. Hehe., thank you abang..
Start to finished my 'Karena Cinta itu Sempurna, by Indi'.. And enjoy the cloudy day..
Sun is not shine so hard that day.. 
Nice wind blow my face when I enjoy that weather in front of my room and read my novel.. Great day to refresh my mind.. 
After I finished my novel, I take some rest.. Sleeping in the mid day is the things I used to do when I have no work yet.. Really love it!!!

At 4 o'clock my friends pick me up to grand opening of our new office in Juwana.. Half an hour for the ride and we thanks to God for that grand opening.. Alhamdulillah everything is doing well there.. We read Yasin together and have a nice dinner.. Meat, chicken, and seafood are prepared for us.. Really enjoy that dinner.. 

After that, we going back to Pati.. Mas Dodi ask us to enjoy 'ginger milk' in 'Angkringan'.. I don't like in ginger actually, but I agreed him and go to 'angkringan' together.. They drink hot ginger milk.. But I more interested in cold one.. Ice ginger milk.. Not bad I think.. We shared about a lot of things there..

And the night is coming.. 
We dropped in our home, and take a rest because Monday is coming out and almost facing us.. Hahahaa..

That's a pretty long story about my weekend in Pati.. Fun enough, but I think next week I have to heading Surabaya again.. I miss my mom and daddy.. Hehehehee.. 

First weekend part1

My first weekend at Pati is not too bad.. Having some fun here.. Check my activities this weekend..

Saturday, 081011
Wake up early in the morning.. Earlier than I used to waking up in my weekdays.. 5 o'clock, and start to enjoy Saturday morning here.. Playing with my Chiyoo and Bebbo, made my own healthy breakfast (Quaker oats with choco milk), read my thin novel 'Karena Cinta itu Sempurna, by Indi', and then try to start cleaning up my own room..
I washed my clothes first.. Give it the chemical liquid which will make my clothes smells good.. Next I dried my clothes and give it a little sun shine.. Then I start to sweep my room.. Rearrange my table, bags, and cupboards.. After that, I change my bed cover.. I have to fix my bed first because the woods is not putted into the place they have to.. It takes time, and a lot of energy..
I swept my room again, and then swab that room.. Clean enough.. Fresh enough..
Take a long time for a bath would be nice I think.. But I didn't have enough energy to do that.. I'm too tired.. So I cleaning up myself, take a normal bath, and plan to sleep.. But I can't!! I don't know why I can't sleep at that time.. Too tired maybe, I don't know.. I just feel hungry.. I ask my friend to take me somewhere for a very late lunch.. But he take me to short trip to waduk gunungrawa.. The scenery was great.. But I still hungry.. I have to eat something before I falling down.. But there's nothing to eat!! Just an instant noodle.. So I surrender and eat a bowl of instant noodle and a banana.. Poor me..
When the sun is going down, I go to my home.. I saw a cute cotton candies in my turn.. I bought it one, and enjoy that cute cotton candy by myself..

• • •

Goodbye Daddy, we'll prove that we can be as best as u wish

This morning, when i was going to my office, I read bbm status of my friend.. She said 'my deepest condolence to Steve Jobs'.. And I'm shocked.. He's gone?? Hard to believe it... 

Then I googling it.. Google said that Steve's death is caused by cancer.. Pancreas cancer.. At that time i remember someone.. He's so meaningfull for me.. It reminds me to my beloved Father, Tri Asmono..

I just adopted Chiyoo, my white iPhone4, a month ago.. And now, i think she's just like me.. Dad-less..

We're both just like a little girl, who missing love from our father... We're lost them because of that kind of disease, cancer... And ours still in 50's, not more...

Goodbye our beloved Daddy, Steve Jobs and Tri Asmono.. I wish you both may rest in peace.. We'll prove that we can be as best as you wish, insya Allah..
Your beloved daughters, 
• Chiyoo N. Jobs & Karina A. Auberta •

Kamis Manis :)

Kamis inii maniiisss bangeett... Seru dehh.. Hot sweet tea buat buka puasa, dibikinin sama mas ucup..

Buka puasa di nirwana sama idho rianti mas dodi yg makanannya yummy gilaak.. 

Trus menggila di tempat karaoke yg aneh.. Pada keluar deh aslinya.. Hahahaa 

Wish got more fun tomorrow.. Surabaya I'll come again...

Dan rencana pun tinggal rencana

Akhirnya saya nggak jadi menikmati indahnya weekend di Kota kecil itu, Pati.. Iyaaah, untuk yg kesekian kalinya saya pulang ke Kota.. Hehehee.. Emang anak rumahan.. 

Minggu ini saya pulang, dengan beberapa kesepakatan kecil yg terjadi akhirnya memutuskan untuk pulang..hwehehe
Emang kok selalu ajh Ada alasan buat pulang ke Surabaya..

So..Surabaya here I come..

O J T is D O N E 

Finally abis presentasi terakhir ojt.. Yee seneng.. Abis gini evalap, asiik semakin dekat dengan pegawai tetap.. Tapi sediih gara2 uda ga dapet lagi kucuran dana tambahan..*baca uang makan dan kosan..

Gatau kudu seneng atau sedih.. Gatau presentasinya kayak apa tadi.. Gatau nilainya bagus atau enggak.. Yg penting kedepannya ajh laa..

Semoga bisa lebih baek lagi kedepannya.. Semoga evalapnya lancar jaya.. Semoga penempatan juga lancar.. Semoga semuanya baik2 sajaa.. Termasuk banyak rejeki dan lancar jodoh.. Aamiin ya Allah.. 

A Peacefull City Called Pati

Pati, 14.09.2011
Starting blogging again,gara-gara udah nemu aplikasi buat ngeblog via smartphone.. Alhamdulillah yaa..*gaya mbak syahrini..

Now i'm in Pati..a small city with full of peacefulness..maksudnya sepi, beneran sepi..denotasi...jam 7 sampe ajh ibu kosnya uda nanya, kok malem?hiyaaa..di surabaya mah saya tiap hari sampe rumah jam 9 minim..

Uda hidup disini almost a month,.Tapi selama itu blom pernah wikenan disini..selalu pulang ke kota..bukannya apa, emang ada perlu sii.. Ada rejeki juga alhamdulillah, dikasi sehat sama cukup ongkos buat pulang..hehe 

This weekend will be my very first time..bakal ngapain ya? Mau jelajah juga ga punya kendaraan..•somebody please..haha..
Can't wait for this weekend..semoga menyenangkan, semoga jadi bisa menikmati indahnya kota kecil, dan semoga mamah n semuanya yg dirumah ga kangen sama aq jadi aq ga dipaksa pulang lagi.. ahahaa

*crazy little thing i called . . . .

Sumpah saya geli banget baca chat kita waktu dulu..
Gimana ya, rasanya ga bisa diungkapin pake kata-kata..
Geli campur jijik campur aneh campur,,,yah pokoknya campur-campur..
Sampe saya ga berani baca chat nya sampe abis..
Pengen ketawa sendiri, najis najis gimana gitu rasanya..
wkwkwkwkkw...:D :D :D

Benernya chat kita biasa sii,,isinya juga standard..
Yang bikin ga standard nii..
Dirimu ya, sedikit berlebihan dan mendramatisir hal-hal yang tidak diperlukan..
Diriku, menanggapi dan menganggap itu suatu hal yang bisa dibilang istimewa dan khusus diperuntukkan padaku..
And it sucks..because it's too fake to both of us...
hahahaahaha..

Sekali lagi kalo dibayangin itu menggelikan,.
Teramat sangat menggelikan...
Oh God, beruntunglah saya sudah disadarkan dari hal-hal aneh yang ga penting dan merugikan itu..
Cukup lah pengalaman biar ga jadi orang aneh lagi kayak pas itu..
*crazy little things i called, humm,,i'm not sure..i just sure that it's not love..;)
hahahhaaa..

Happy New Year 2011 *\(^.^')/*

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Welcome 2011,.
GBU All,. (^.^*)